The only reason why you left and the only reason why I’m scared and the only reason why you got yourself into this in the first place was because of me.
It is all on me you say.
“But how could this have ever happened or come to pass without you?” is my ever-implied comeback.
I don’t blame you for leaving me though.
If I were given the ability to have my soul possess some other creature or being than myself, I would flee across the world, out of sight, away from my marrow and my blood and my skeleton.
All the things that remind me I’m me.
Why can’t I contain myself long enough to figure out where I’m located anymore?
Somehow I always find myself waking up next to strangers, wearing clothes I’ve never owned, walking to places that don’t even exist.
And to think that all I ever wanted to do was go back to sleep.
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